Tiina Kivelä

    Hello, Tuesday. Survived the Monday and the work flow is on again. And wouldn’t it be a good time to talk about work too, like this remote work of mine? How in the h*ll I could today again wake up, swipe open my phone and start working in my pyjamas? Well, quite easy really.

    I bet some of you, first stuck in traffic and then drinking the free but not so good office coffee, wonders how I do this. And could you do it? Well, let me tell you how my remote work works. Not perfectly, but good enough still.

    With my current main project, remote work option was a non-negotiable pre-requirement, which in the end came to be the only choice (hello people, I’m still looking for the flat in Rovaniemi). Luckily, the company agreed to this and now I’ve worked remotely almost a month already, first from Zürich and then from my parent’s place up north (yes, I’m that millennial).

    The nature of my work, and the shift in work life trends and culture, as well as technological development in general, means that the physical location rarely matters for me (and ever heard of the digital nomad trend?). I can work wherever, whenever, as long as I have my phone, laptop and WiFi available. And even though it’s obvious not everyone can work like this, I’m sure there’s more and more who do like this or are interested in doing the same. So here we go, a lengthy story on how my remote work works.

    Psst. The tip number one is good coffee, so grab a cup and read on then.



    Like the saying goes, the dream is free but the hustle is sold separately. One of the most important basic requirements for remote work is good organizational skills, from all sides. You have to be good at managing yourself. You need to know what you are doing, why you are doing it and how you can make things happen. And then, you just do it and make things happen. Remote work means more responsibility for your own actions, but also more freedom to do things your own way.

    I have some hacks for myself, but as a basic rule, it’s all about finding the most suitable practices for oneself. Personally, I prefer keeping my calendar and project plan at hand, both digital and the more traditional (Moleskine) versions, on to which I add more “layers”; practices and gadgets and apps and coffee. To keep me organized and focused at all times. In addition to the paper and pen, syncing my phone (iPhone SE) and laptop (Macbook Air/Pro) and apps is a must, as well as sharing and syncing my calendars (iCal and Google).



    One of the biggest challenges of remote work is how to make the information travel and communications go smoothly. For me, there really shouldn’t be any secrets inside the team/company, to make the remote work really work, and information should travel well and fast.

    First of all, rather than being overly protective over the information, one should be bravely open; communicating, reporting and adjusting regularly. It’s good to systemically keep track on what you are doing and show it to others, be it co-workers, management or your clients. Remotely this doesn’t happen as easily as in traditional offices, but luckily there’s many hacks and solutions which ease the pain.

    And hopefully, your company/team understands what it needs to have to make it work – a culture of trust and responsibility. I share, but only when I can trust that everything is handled with appropriate care and respect.


    For sharing, there’s no single way or app or browser extension to do this, as long as you do it. But when looking at my technical helpers, I’d say Google Drive is very good for filing and sharing, and Evernote for notes and organizing. I also like to use Dropbox for files, Slack for communications, and Basecamp and Trello for project files and chats.

    But that’s only the files and memos; how do I communicate with my team and make the information travel directly between people? How to be open and communicate effectively and successfully between teams, and have productive meetings remotely? Well, Nokia isn’t connecting people anymore, at least not in my circles, but I have few new hacks for this too.

    My go to solutions for one to one communications are Skype, Whatsapp, Messenger and Facetime. And for the advanced meetings and conferences and all team communications, I prefer  Slack or Google Hangouts, JoinMe, Phone.com or appear.in. Moreover, I happily (though some may say stupidly) share with Google and iPhone too, letting them dig into my emails to find the boarding times and hotel bookings and then transfer the data directly into my calendar. This way, my phone and Siri works as my little assistant, sometimes more trustworthy than a real assistant (and it’s way cheaper).

    Psst. Try to say good night to Siri… She also communicates better than some people.

    Tiina Kivelä


    In remote work, you have to say goodbye to the more traditional office social cultures and circles. Funnily enough, even for an introverted unsocial Finn (me), I find the lack of social interactions one of the hardest parts of remote work. Very rarely, if ever, I have company to chat with, right when I’d need it. Not to mention the desire to reflect and brainstorm casually.

    In my previous job, my colleagues were my best friends. In the office, it was easy to catch up in few seconds what everyone was up to in and out the office – and what was going to happen next weekend. No fear of missing out in there. Moreover, having different expertise, strengths and weaknesses working together in the same space made creative problem solving and brainstorming easy, almost natural.


    Working remotely from my own small corner (right now by the fireplace at my parent’s place) I’m missing a lot from that social environment.  The struggle is real. Nevertheless, I try to think that very rarely you are so good friends between colleagues, as I was previously. And very rarely your work is your whole life, your biggest passion. Quite the opposite really – you need social circles to plug off from work. So am I really missing out when not in the same office with everyone else?

    After all, remote work saves me time from other things (like commute and dressing up) and there are many other social interactions I can occupy myself with during that extra time now (hello TED talks and podcasts). And I have the opportunity to choose my company and occupations better. I might miss the Friday drinks with the colleague I don’t any other common interest than Google Analytics hacks. But I can have a Friday drink with the friend I haven’t seen in years instead, and we’ll not talk work. Or if we talk, the chat will most likely bring fresh, inspiring new viewpoints to the subject.


    My work requires a certain degree of creativity and flow moments. And I’ve come to the conclusion that for me forcing is not the way for great results. Moreover, I know I need a good balance between my work, physical activity and rest to keep the productivity levels high (and just to be a nice person to everyone). Luckily, remote work has some perks to make this happen easier than a traditional office job.

    I always keep in mind self-discipline and management and what I’m really paid for (unfortunately, it’s still not mountaineering or skiing) but I don’t see any problem, almost the opposite, on utilizing the freedom of remote work to plan my days as I like, and wing it when needed and possible. When my head starts to feel too heavy with thoughts, I take my running shoes and go for a run; before, middle or after a work day. And if and when needed, I take the meeting call while walking in a forest.

    For organizational reasons, I keep a list of things I need to get done during the day, and meetings are compulsory, but basically, I don’t care when and how something is done, as long as it gets done. Luckily, my boss cares neither.


    Tiina Kivelä



    True to the digital nomad trend, I like to work in public places, cafés and shared offices. Which brings in some extra challenges when it comes to the security.

    To secure my work, I’ve come up with few solutions during the years. First of all, for the physical gear, I now prefer working in special remote work dedicated places like cafés and shared offices, which have thought the needs of freelancers and modern nomads. Which let me store my stuff securely during breaks etc. In Zürich, I ended up working in the public river baths even. These offered tables, safe lockers and excellent options for a little swim in between work. Though big problem in there remained to be that laptop doesn’t like the sun as much as I do.


    When talking about security, we shouldn’t forget the things in our heads, laptops and clouds neither.  You don’t want your thoughts and words to end into the heads of someone whom they don’t belong. Moreover, please note that others, your co-workers, and clients, share with you things which they trust you keep safe and private.

    So please, let’s share but let’s do it responsibly and securely. My personal go-to solution for the internet and laptop security is an F-Secure Freedome package (which btw includes VPN, so I can also watch my favourite shows without the country restrictions), but again you may just find the best solution for you.

    Tiina Kivelä



    Even though I had planned something quite similar, I didn’t know that my time in Lapland would really end up being 100% working holiday for the first months. But when my apartment hunt for the first months resulted in nothing (I blame the students and Airbnb), I just decided to let it be and concentrate my time and energy to something else. Mostly, to the work itself.

    I’m not an artist or 100% creative, but I do like the idea of residencies and creative breaks. I think changing the perspective from time to time suit us digital nomads, travel professionals and other knowledge workers more than fine too. Almost nothing strengthens the professional toolkit more than travelling and working from different places. At least not as easily and funnily. So I keep on living off my suitcase for some time still.

    In Lapland and other places in Europe, the infrastructure for remote work is quite good almost everywhere, and it’s just getting better every month. And even though the living is quite expensive (I wouldn’t try this with Southern European or Asian salary) the overall life quality makes the working holidays in this part of the world quite a good option.  I always try to pick something from every place I visit and stay in, and use it for my work too. When I soon fly back to Switzerland and further on to Marocco, my work travels with me easily. In Marocco I’m not planning to work, but I’m sure I get some good ideas from there too.


    But why the holiday in here? On one hand, calling this “working holiday” reminds me that the reason I really do this is overall well-being and making the most out of what I have. I want the lifestyle which makes me happy; good amount of family, friends, hobbies, mountains, good healthy food, adventures, coffee etc. And with remote work, I can make it happen, the life of which I don’t need to take holiday from.

    On the other hand, I many times work in places where I’d also spend a real holiday (which I have less than the average person). And it’s amazing how much you can really do in between working, in the evenings and especially on the weekends, if and when you focus on making it happen. For me, it took Switzerland (and good friends) to understand that life is really meant to be lived and even though work takes the minimum. 37,5h of my week (in Finland) I still have 130,5h to spend doing something else than work. And that’s the holiday part really.

    Nevertheless, I want to point out that remote work is still a work. The hacks mentioned here help me to survive the work load and I try to do my best to focus on the good in my location independence. But honestly, distance sucks, and the dream really doesn’t come free. Digital nomadism isn’t as sexy as it sounds, at least not in my reality. For me, it’s mainly just the solution which came up when I couldn’t find a “traditional” job from the places(s) I wanted to live and spent most of my days in.  It’s closest my dream job I’ve ever gotten, and I have the life I don’t really need a holiday from. But it’s still a work with deadlines, challenges and moments of frustration. I don’t say this to encourage people, but to be honest. It’s a nice lifestyle, but like almost everything else it requires prioritising and sacrifices.


    I’ve here talked lengthily about my remote work hacks, struggles and perks. Hopefully, you had enough coffee. And as I’m always on the look for even better things, I would like to end this by putting up a challenge for everyone still reading this and extra interested in the subject.

    I would like to ask you to think if there’s something you could do to make remoter work even better? Do you see here the potential for services and products to offer for remote workers? Or know of better remote work hacks than I do? Maybe you have a company with remote workers whose life and work you would like to make easier (and this way make them even more productive)? Or do you work in administration, planning or DMO and wonder how you could attract more remote workers and make your place more livable for us remote workers too? Please think these and then think what would be the better solutions.

    Again, commenting is free, so please leave your comments below or email me directly, with your ideas and solutions or just with anything you would like to say on the subject.

    Oh and btw, doesn’t this place below look like a place you would like to do some remote work, have a meeting or a nap? Seen last December in LAAX, Switzerland. Maybe this winter I’m back there, working remotely.


    2016 Laax Tiina Kivelä


    FI: Pari sanaa etätyöstä ja tästä nykyisestä elämäntavastani, näin tiistain kunniaksi. Niiden töiden vuoksi en nyt valitettavasti ehdi kääntää koko juttua suomeksi, mutta jos jotakuta kiinnostaa sama juttu suomeksi, niin heitä viestiä ja katsotaan jos saisin suomenkielisen etätyöjutun aikaiseksi myös.


  • BLOG

    Tiina Kivelä

    In Saariselkä I understood, a bit late, that I haven’t really done any orienteering, the real, sport kind of, in two years. So it wasn’t easy to synchronise my running and map reading again. But somehow I survived and didn’t even do so bad. Maybe there has been enough training hours in the old days and the 10’000h rule stays true.

    For the data nerds, you may see the race results in here and my GPS tracks for the Sunday in here. I did run the whole 15+km both days and had even time for some extras (when gone that far I don’t wanna go only that far). After the Alps, the uphills didn’t even feel like uphill and my overall result in the race was third and the price: gaiters. Just what I’ve needed for advanced glacier and alpine hiking and yes, I have new goals in sight already.


    During the weekend, I did wonder what I could achieve in this sport, if I’d train more, just for this. But then, maybe right after I ran some extra meters, seen on the GPS, I realized that I didn’t really care about the mistake, the minutes I lost. I just enjoyed the solitude in the fells, my time (note: I don’t do traditional meditation – this is my meditation). Those racing years have gone and I haven’t really missed it so much.

    This current lifestyle athlete status, as I call it, just suits me better. Even though it’s fun to stand on the start line and run against the clock and other people from time to time, I’m more interested in other challenges now. Like the glaciers and 4000m mountains. And just doing what makes me happy, and winning my own personal fears and challenges.

    It’s also way more fun to have the freedom to stop for the cloudberries during my runs, like this after work run yesterday proved. And if you ever wonder strange split times in my Strava feed, here’s two of the reasons;  berries and selfies. I know I could pause the app, but I’m too lazy and don’t even want to, as it would hide something from the authentic experience.

    I woke up like this and this’s how I run and keep myself sane in Lapland.

    Tiina Kivelä

    Tiina Kivelä

    Tiina Kivelä

    Where: Kemijärvi 66°42′50″N, 027°26′00″E


    Saariselältä selviydytty. Selviydytty todellakin, sillä muistin vasta lähtöviivalla lauantaina etten ole suunnistanut kunnolla kahteen vuoteen. Oli siis hieman tekemistä sovittaa kartanluku ja kompassinkäyttö juoksun lomaan. Haasteista huolimatta onnistuin kuitenkin suoriutumaan maaliin kahtena päivänä eksymättä tai kompuroimatta liiaksi. Ehkä siinä kuuluisassa 10’000 harjoittelutunnin legendassa on sittenkin jotain perää.

    Kisasivuilta^ löytyvät tulokset ja jopa sunnuntain reittini – hieman ylimääräisiä kilometrejä ja minuutteja reissuun tuli, mutta kilpailuhengen vastaisesti se ei oikeastaan haitannut. Vaikka edelleen silloin tällöin nautin haastaessani itsensä tällaisissakin touhuissa, tulin tulokseen, ylimääräisiä mutkia ja nousumetrejä kerätessäni, että oikeastaan nautin eniten urheilusta urheilun vuoksi. Ja tunturisuunnistuksesta tuntureiden. Tärkeintä ei ole kilpailla kilpailun vuoksi, vaan nauttia elämästä, olla terve ja pystyä tällaisiin suorituksiin. *


    Olin lopputuloksissa kolmas ja palkinnoksi sain gaiterit eli säärystimet, jollaisia olenkin etsiskellyt vuoritouhuihin. Tuottelias reissu siis ja kunnonkin puolesta tämän kai voi laskea hyväksi perustreeniksi alpinismiin, niiden suurten unelmien saavuttamiseksi. On nimittäin jo uudet tavoitteet näköpiirissä, nelitonniset vuoret ja jäätiköt.

    En silti ole varma onko minusta enää systemaattiseen treeniin. Tietysti haluan pitää huolta terveydestäni ja kunnostani ja pystyä vuorien valloitukseen. Ja tiedän että projekti oma kunto on pidettävä koordinoituna hyvien tulosten saavuttamiseksi. Mutta tiukasti aikataulutettua treenaamista vaikkapa suunnistuskisaa tai maratonia varten? Ei kiitos – haluan edelleen enimmäkseen nauttia urheilusta ja pystyä pysähtymään kesken juoksun hillasuolle. Kuten eilen. Onneksi yleensä näin myös loppujen lopuksi liikun eniten.

    Jos ja kun siis ihmettelet outoja väliaikojani Stravassa, niin ei hätää. Keskityn vain nauttimaan, marjoihin ja ehkä joskus myös selfiehin. Appin pausettaminen täksi ajaksi olisi liian vaivalloista ja oikeastaan periaatteeni vastaistakin. Koska haluan olla mahdollisimman aito.

    Eli näin heräsin, näin juoksen ja näin pidän itseni järjissäni Lapissa.

    *Jos joku tänne asti eksyi, niin yksi narinan aihe valitettavasti olisi kisaformaatista ja nykyurheilusta yleisemminkin; oi miksi tunturisuunnistuksessa naisten pääsarjassa naisten matka on lähes 1/3 lyhyempi kuin miesten ja nousumetrejä lähes puolet vähemmän kuin miehillä? Vuonna 2017 pitäisi riittää, että on eroteltu erikseen miesten ja naisten sarjat ja niissä vieläpä A ja B tasoittamaan eroja, mutta ei pitäisi olla mitään tarvetta laimentaa naisten pääsarjan vaativuutta.

    Maksamme kuitenkin saman hinnan osallistumisesta ja väittäisin että nykyään vielä useammin haluamme haastaa itsemme kunnolla tällaisiin tapahtumiin osallistumalla. Oletteko muuten huomanneet, että samalla kun suunnistuskisojen osallistujamäärät laskevat, polkujuoksukisojen osallistujamäärät ovat kasvaneet räjähdysmäisesti? Varsinkin naisten pidempien matkojen osalta. Jotain voisi siis suunnistuspuolellakin ja miksei muuallakin tästä kehityksestä ottaa opiksi.

  • BLOG

    Tiina Kivelä

    As already mentioned, my life is experiencing some major changes these months. And there’s some amount lots of reflecting happening on the side. In-between the planning and booking and packing. And crying. It’s not easy but to keep this as honest as I want, I have to say that this girl is catching feelings. Which I think is quite a natural side-effect of a major life change and digital nomadism. Or I’m just getting old.

    I’ve now realised that I got carried away with my life and struggles for few years, cutting off many of my old hobbies and habits and disconnecting from many of the familiar things. Things just didn’t feel right and so I readjusted my settings, to move more successfully (and happily) towards my dreams. And in Switzerland (one big dream came true this way, btw) it all culminated, like in a great movie-like final. Boom! I know I’m repeating myself, but mountains really help to put things and thoughts in their real place.


    In Switzerland, I cut off the rest and readjusted almost everything. After coming to the conclusion that when the comforts of conventional “normal” life (let’s have a quiet moment for our generation) weren’t available, I better concentrate on making the best out of the things I could control. And so I set on creating the best possible lifestyle, while doing my best to stay sane and focused in the madness of startup world (that required some struggle too, but I survived and learned so much).

    All this helped me to look at things from a new perspective, and after identifying the essential and eliminating the rest I’m now in the middle of reconnecting with the parts which make me happy. Things and activities like travelling, running, skiing, training (for something, setting goals etc.), wandering in woods, writing, reading, drawing, knitting etc. Even work. I also do my best to take the life at it comes to me now. Not taking it too seriously, but caring enough still. I’m also rooting for something, for the lifestyle, people and places; though I still haven’t found the place, maybe I don’t even need to – maybe that’s not really for me.

    And in the mountains, even in Zürich, the life, the dream, proved the be better than I ever imagined it would come to me.  Now it finally feels right again, most of the time.

    Tiina Kivelä



    Finally, when the sh*t is back together (pardon my french, mom), it’s good to go back to Lapland for a while. Though the heart is and stays in the mountains, waiting for me to come back with the return ticket for another offseason (off for tourists, on for us). And yes, sometimes it feels quite absurd, this lifestyle of mine. Kind of a version of digital nomadism.

    A friend even said I sound like an emo kid with my complaints notions of being always in between, having too much stuff for which I have no place etc. (yes, just champagne problems). Deep down I know I’m crazy with the complaints though; I have so little to complain really. Nevertheless, I don’t wanna pretend and say I wouldn’t be scared and stressed and bit out of place most of the time. This really isn’t lightweight.

    So sometimes it’s important to get a little out of place. And not do what is expected of us. To surprise people, disappoint them, break things off, make mistakes, and live your life

    © Garance Doré

    When in doubt and stress (and when not in the mountains) I try to listen and read as much I can, especially comforting and motivating words. Like this: Alex Honnold by Jimmy Kimmel Live. It looks easy and crazy when he does what he does, but for him, it’s all about practice, preparation and hard work. And fun; something which makes him genuinely happy. We all don’t need to free solo El Capitan but we may and can define our own epic adventure levels and goals. And then go for them.

    Tiina Kivelä


    These weeks, in between exploring liveable Zürich (it’s been great, btw) I’ve been booking tickets, finishing previous projects and making the first plans and preparations for new ones. And had few meltdowns, trained, jumped head first into the river few times, eaten, slept and spent time with friends. Most of the days I wake up almost in a panic, heart beating and mind running over all the things I need to do and decide and take responsibility of. But then I try to (sometimes it works right away, sometimes it takes few more minutes hours) remember to take a deep breath, calm down and focus. Really, it’s not so much really to be responsible for oneself only. Oh dear, I can’t really wait the day I’ll have children…

    For the “move” (not really sure if I can call it a move while I use my parents address as my official address, and have my stuff in storages in Switzerland and in Lapland, and sleep regularly on friend’s couches) I’ve learned some new tricks though. And I really consider that things are going a little bit smoother now than during the previous ten or so moves I’ve done. Although it still requires a cry or two to get all the sh*t together.


    Right now, it’s all about the right bag or box for every type of gear. Then maybe someday it all will develop even further and eventually I’ll be packing up the yurt and riding away with horses (Mongolia would be an awesome place to visit btw). And if I may write down a brief and honest process description of my current reality, it would be like this:

    • pack your ski gear in your ski bags
    • pack your climbing gear in your climbing backpack
    • pack your MTB gear in your MTB backpack
    • pack your trekking and camping gear in your trekking backpack
    • pack your running gear in your smaller duffel bag
    • pack your everyday gear in your bigger duffel bag
    • pack your work gear and gadgets in your fjällraven kånken
    • pack your Morocco surf trip gear, (which you suddenly learned you’ll need in a month) in your another duffel bag – then notice you have no extra pack and share the running gear between all the other packs and pack the Morocco stuff in the small duffel
    • pack your city stuff, camera, notebooks, pens etc. in your city handbag
    • pack your random stuff in Ikea boxes
    • pack your essential home stuff in cardboard boxes

    -> give the “not essential for you but still helpful for someone else” stuff to your friends

    -> move some of the stuff into your friend’s storage and offer them burritos and beers and tremendous amounts of thank you‘s for that

    -> sit on your temporary home’s floor in the middle of all the leftover stuff which didn’t fit anywhere, cry, listen to Bob, consider burning everything, sell some, complain to closest friends in Whatsapp, and all the random people in your Instagram stories,  how hard everything really is

    -> stop crying, put on a nice dress, have a beer/wine and trust that it will alright, you’ll find a way, and go dancing.

    After all, the world is spinning and we can’t just stand on it.


    Tiina Kivelä


    Täällä ollaan isojen elämänmuutosten keskellä. Kuten olen jo kertonutkin, osa elämästäni palaa hetkeksi Lappiin ja eräänlainen muuttoprosessi on käynnissä. En toisaalta oikein tiedä miten tätä voi kutsua oikeaksi muutoksi, kun jatkossakaan minulla ei ole pysyvää osoitetta. Ja kun tavarani ja enemmän tai vähemmän satunnaiset vierailuni on jaettu Sveitsin ja Lapin välille, ystävien varastoihin ja vierashuoneisiin. Diginomadismi saattaa näyttää ja kuulostaa hienolta, mutta useimmiten se on vain yksi suuri sotku, jota yrittää manageroida parhaansa mukaan. Vain huomatakseen, että vaikka kuinka tekisi parhaansa, aina joku asia on väärässä maassa. Ja se tietokoneen laturin johto taas katkeamassa.

    Olen elänyt säästöilläni ja satunnaisilla töillä kesän (Sveitsi ei oikeasti ole niin kallis kuin aina kauhistellaan). Lisäksi olen ollut niin ystävällinen ihmisille, että saan pidettyä tavarani Sveitsissä odottamassa offseasonin viikonoppuseikkailuja ja kenties taas joskus pysyvämpää asumusta ja työtä vuorten juurelta.

    Nykyinen työni myös mahdollistaa matkat Lappiin ja työskentelyn oikeastaan mistä vain loppuvuoden. Paljon töitä tämän eteen on kyllä tehty, ja jos jotakin kiinnostaa miten tällainen hienon näköinen ja kuuloinen (digi)nomadismi on mahdollista, niin sanoisin että kovalla työllä ja hieman tuurillakin ehkä. Työmielessä kulunut vuoteni Sveitsissä ei ollut kevyt, startup maailma on aikalailla huhujen kaltainen, mutta en silti vaihtaisi päivääkään. Tai ehkä muutaman, vaikkakin kaikki se kokemus ja opit mitä tästä sai paikkaavat kyllä ne harvat haavat.


    Tavaroiden pakkailun ja lajittelun ohessa tulee, kai ihan luontaisestikin, mietittyä enemmänkin syvällisempiä. Olen mm. tajunnut, että tämä suuri elämän myllerrys on kestänyt jo vuosia. Olen vähitellen luopunut oikeastaan kaikista vanhoista tavoista, tottumuksista, harrastuksista ja asioista joita olisi pitänyt tehdä, mutta jotka eivät kuitenkaan tehneet minua onnelliseksi. Lisäksi tajusin että kun moni ns. normaali asia ei ole edes useimmiten mahdollista meidän sukupolvellemme, kuten toistaiseksi voimassa olevat työsuhteet, omistusasunnot ja vuosilomat, on vain parasta keskittyä tekemään elämästään se paras mahdollinen, niiltä osin mihin voi vaikuttaa. Terve itsekkyys ei todellakaan ole aina pahitteeksi.

    Ja niin reboottasin asetukseni, vähitellen vuosien kuluessa, ja sprintaten lopussa Sveitsin ja erityisesti vuorten avustuksella. Yritän nyt parhaani mukaan keskittyä tekemään sitä mikä oikeasti tekee onnelliseksi ja millä on väliä. Juoksen ja liikun taas enemmän kuin vuosiin; treenaan jopa oikeita tavoitteita kohti. Enkä malta odottaa että pääsen taas lappiin sukkapuikkojen ja islantilaislankojeni, kirjojeni ja kahvikuppieni kimppuun. Lisäksi kiinnostaa syöminen, nukkuminen ja matkustelu. Sekä tietysti työ ja ystävät.


    Suurin oivallus tässä kaikessa on ollut etten enää ota elämää niin vakavasti, silloin kun sitä ei oikeasti tarvitse. Pyrin ottamaan elämän vastaan sellaisena kuin se minulle tulee. Ja pyrin myös juurtumaan niihin todella hyviin asioihin; elämäntapaan, ihmisiin ja paikkoihin. Vaikka en kyllä uskokaan että voin juurtua vain yhteen paikkaan – se ei ole minua varten, eikä tarvitsekaan. Eikä Sveitsissä tästä elämästä ole nyt kyllä tarvinnut paljon valittaa – elämänlaatu on huikea ja elämäntyyli erityisesti minulle sopiva. Vielä kun sen paikallisen kielenkin oppisi…

    Elämäni tuntuu vihdoin oikealta, oikealta minulle. Ainakin suurimman osan aikaa.  En silti väitä ettenkö satunnaisesti “romahtaisi” ja kiroilisi ääneen (Instagram stories, olet ehkä nähnytkin) kaiken raskautta ja vaikeutta. Herään useimpina aamuina melkein paniikissa sydän tykyttäen, miettien mitä kaikkea pitääkään taas päivän aikana suunnitella, tehdä ja mistä kaikesta ottaa vastuu. Mutta sitten yritän muistaa hengittää syvään ja tunnistaa ne oikeasti tärkeät ja tarpeelliset toimet ja asiat. Ja unohtaa muun. Useimmiten onnistun hetkessä, joskus se vaatii hieman enemmän, juoksulenkin tai viinilasillisen tai pulahduksen jokeen.

    Eikä oikeasti pitäisi olla niin vaikeaa ottaa vastuu vain itsestään ja tekemisistään. Voi pojat, millaistahan tämä on sitten mahdollisesti jos joskus saan lapsia… Ja kun pitää pakata myös muiden reput.